Friday, 28 December 2012

Damaged but not broken

© Rebecca Teal

I had a bad day.
I couldn't get out of the car.

No amount of Mr T telling me I looked beautiful made any difference. No amount of knowing people don’t view me as the sick lady in a wig makes any difference.
 It’s not about how others see me but how I see myself
and above all, I see a damaged me.
I see every bit of damage this cancer treatment has caused
and it breaks my fucking heart.

But fear not, normal service WILL be resumed.

I'm damaged, not broken and I’m a feisty old bird, remember?

Monday, 24 December 2012

Santa Baby...

© Rebecca Teal

Twas elves who zapped me with radio waves today...a nice touch, I thought!

Now, people, I'd like to wish you all a Merry Christmas and to thank you for your support, well wishes, gifts, photographs...all of which have helped me more than I can say.

Here's a slideshow for you all
Merry Christmas

I'd especially like to thank

Mr T

Wednesday, 19 December 2012

Merry Christmas

© Rebecca Teal

As it's nearly Christmas I've persuaded Mr T to give me an early Christmas present.

You can see what he gave me, and I gave him, by buying the full video.

Details are on my videos page.


Tuesday, 18 December 2012

Omelette, anyone?

© Rebecca Teal

Since I've not had chance to get naughty for you all for a little while
 here's a free teaser video recorded during one of my MFC broadcasts.

When life gives you eggs...make an omelette!

If you'd like to download a higher quality version it's available here.


Tuesday, 11 December 2012

Moonlight_81...thank you

© Rebecca Teal

Once again, I'm learning to accept help which is so graciously given.

A lovely lady named Moonlight_81 donated all the tokens she made last weekend to me. What a beautiful deed from a beautiful lady. Thank you to all who tipped and thank you Ms M for your generosity. As ever, when I am able, I shall be passing it forward.

Moonlight_81 doing her bit, bb!

Thursday, 6 December 2012

Show boob, bb

© Rebecca Teal

Wanna see my boob?

 I've been given a prosthesis to wear inside my bra over my real breast to make it the
same size as the reconstructed one while I wait for surgery to even them up.
Neat, huh?